Well today I felt depressed all day long. I have been feeling unattractive out of shape and fatigued. I get my blood work done tomorrow and hope it provides answers for my fatigue and dizzy feeling as well as weight gain. My son is just not being respectful at all lately and that’s taking a toll on me. I am trying to keep my chin up and look forward to a be lated Valentine’s spa day hopefully next week. I also look forward to trying recipes from my 3rd Martha and Marley Spoon and box which will arrive on Monday. I am hoping that my son gets into Sacred Heart for next year. I also hope he starts being more respectful to me and my husband. I at least have some time with the little one tonight watching her favorite movie Brave . I fed her and will give her a bath 🛀. I will drink water and hope for good results from my blood work tomorrow. I cannot eat anything until afterwards. I hate feeling depressed it’s making me miserable. I feel so alone. Depression is not something you just snap out of it’s a horrible cloud over my life right now.