April 22, 2017

Feeling stressed out today. Yesterday started out good dropped kids off at school and daycare. I was able to get in a Pure Barre class. I was also able to meet my best friend for lunch. But then was rushing around when I had to pick up my daughter early was unable to drop off dry cleaning get my son Starbucks I promised him for cooking our dinner Thursday night. Instead I check his current grade status and he has 2 F’s 1 D and 2 C’s this put my day my mood and my self worth in a downward spiral. I’ve been on my own since Monday with the kids and it’s been a very long stressful week. My littlest one is very stubborn and climbs stuff inside house which I have been doing my darndest to stop this. I have been cleaning non stop but dog has had pee accident in house my daughter has spilled juice and food on floor we’re getting ants I keep mopping it’s exhausting. I am worried about my sons grade his future his life. I feel like such a failure. She’s been throwing more fits lately. Her molars are coming in and that’s been a nightmare. We have only 5 weeks until we’re supposed to be in my father in laws house that we’re remodeling to later flip. I have no clue if things are on track for that. I need to pick up my sons admittance paperwork at Sacred Heart School do a make up class for his Cathechism next Tuesday. Get him a tutor and try to get his grades repaired with only 7 weeks left of school. I need to get my daughter potty trained. I need to work on her vocabulary and get her fully using utensils and plates so she can stop using high chair and sit at table with us. I need to get her to stop opening drawers and  cabinets and stop climbing our furniture like a little monkey. I want to do more arts and crafts with her and get her on some activities as well once she’s old enough. I tried to keep my word and get my son the Unicorn Frappachino this morning tried two Starbucks they were both out. I figured it was his karma for his grades. But had I not been rushing to pick Savannah up early yesterday he would of got one before they sold out. My husband is hopefully coming home Monday I am exhausted. They have both been difficult and last night is the first night I slept more than four hours. I wanted to get errands done today and only managed to get dry cleaning dropped off. I haven’t had a chance to shower yet today my little one did not want to nap. I am holding out for her bedtime after 8pm. Tomorrow I will venture taking her to church while my sons at Cathechism. I love my kids so much I just want to be the best mom for them and help them be on track to do well in life. I want to get my daughter water safe take a class or two before we move in the house with a pool. Well my son has been doing school work most of the day. Hopefully when I quiz him tonight he will do well so I can let him watch a show or movie with me when his little sister goes to sleep. Have a great weekend everyone😀

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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