July 5, 2017

We enjoyed the fireworks show last night at Crawley Lake. We got in a family lunch at the Tiger Bar yesterday our little pumpkin ate really well and was pretty good. 

As usual though my husband has been super busy with work here plus bed tax audit. Our sink is clogged so someone must have put something down it kids haven’t been here since Christmas Vacation and I was up here presidents weekend.

I wish my husband could rely on people to show up to work and work he’s asked people to do while he’s gone is either not done at all or not quality work. He’d been waiting forever to get shelves out in around our living room tv and it’s just taken forever and the end product is a disappointment. 

Glad we have such a nice kitchen once we get to mammoth today to get groceries we can cook in it. Got dishes going now and have another load to do before I’m done. I need to get our laundry done. 

My daughter hogged bottom bunk bed we gave our son sheets for top bunk but he’s been sleeping on the floor instead. My daughter climbs over all our protective gates. She’s up and down the stairs and gives me mini heart attacks. 

I really want to get home Saturday since we leave Tuesday morning for Disneyland. I want to see progress on our house I need to take items to the dry cleaners pick up Savannahs Birthday gifts from Katie since she was nice enough to get package for me on Monday. If we can get back Saturday maybe we can actually have kids watched and get in a date night. 

My little ones hair is finally starting to grow but she still refuses to let me put any hair things in her hair. I would like to go to Pure Barre on a Sunday and Monday. I need to get icing and cook cake today before our mix up here expires.

I need to make sure my son finishes his chapters and journal writings before Friday. I need to buy his second summer reading book when we get back in town. 

I still want to brings kids up here a couple more times but I am hoping we get the house done at home soon. Get everything done for my son before he starts school. 

I need to get my brokers reading and tests done soon. I am still working on getting our daughter potty trained she hasn’t gone for us up here at all but I left her potty seat at home so my bad. 

She turns 2 next week and we are spending 11th with my parents at Disney and possibly other relatives. 12th-14th our family of four this will be a fun special trip for her Birthday celebration. 

I hate being stuck with nothing to do  each day it would be nice to come up here and spend the whole time as a family with my husband with us and us actually rent a boat one time to go on lake. Been coming up here since 2011 and hoping to do that each year. 

Would love to hike and get in a daily shower get coffee each morning but it’s just not in the cards. My husband seems to do his job and everyone else’s and he has so much on his plate that we hardly get to see him. 

I organized our closet yesterday and will try to deal with kids room. I hope at some point this summer we can have my husband with us and not dealing with motel calls and drama while we are on holiday or our daughters Birthday. But 24/7 he doesn’t get a break every time we’re in car doing trips anything he’s answering calls dealing with staff. Maintenance and everything else. When you have so many balls your jugggling it’s near impossible to be successful and not stressed out. 

I want my husband to be with a lot less stress I want him to know when he asks for things to be done they are done and correctly and in normal timeframe. At this stage in his life he should be able to do less not keep taking on more I feel like he’s in quick sand sonetimes and no natter how much he does he keeps getting more covered and stuck. 

I have my work cut out for me with getting our son ready for junior high. Getting our daughter potty trained and getting her to clean up her toys. I still have a ton of work to do on myself physically and internally. I feel so hopeless and depressed sometimes overwhelmed. 

I wanted to see people here we’ve missed but haven’t been able to see a bunch of them yet. I would like to be up here a lot more but things just aren’t relaxed up here for us yet. Hoping to get window coverings and get it to wear we can get enough hot water to fill out bathtub. 

My husband has so much on his shoulders and is the only one that handles all the business the books the audits the taxes the bills keeping everyone paid supplying the motel and real estate office. Getting items reapiared on al properties. He’s dealing with our renovation back home and items here that need robbery completed and on an apartment in town and so much more. 

He’s lost revenue from cabins that are not completed and from apartment not being ready on time. Because our house wasn’t ready on time we had to eat out for over four weeks. My husband has had so many extra unecessary expenses from all areas because of delays in work by others or because no one was capable of fixing things on their own. 

Looking forward to spending time with him today and I long for the day I get Starbucks in the mornings again. I miss working out each morning and little one misses her friends from daycare. Up here she constantly cries fights naps acts out it’s very stressful. This never feels like a vacation it feels like more stress and work than our busiest time at home. 

My dad worked so much I never saw him much during week but when we would go to lake on weekends and holidays he was fully present and we all had family time. It was the best part of my childhood and I want that for our kids. But even single day trips to Disney we get the drama the phone calls. I can’t remember last time we’ve had a trip where he could be with us in the moment without worrying about calls or staff. 

Here we are at 11am I am trying to get my baby girl to nap on couch by me. My son is working on his summer chapters and journaling at table. I am longing for a shower and to go get groceries and lunch and get something for our dinner since my husband will be at a meeting tonight. My daughter needs to nap so other than lunch and groceries doubt we will get to do anything outside the house today. 

Praying for some vacation fun and do get back home by Saturday.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😎

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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