My daughter and I sat in my husbands truck at noon today while everyone enjoyed lunch. She was being fussy she fell asleep right before they finished. Woke up when we got home so made her lunch and it took another hour to get her to nap. She did and still is though I finally had a lean cuisine for my late lunch at 3:47pm. 

I hope she wakes up in a good mood and hope I can get all the cleaning and packing done so we can head home tomorrow. I have a huge headache and an dehydrated and stressed from everything. 

Feel like I am dealing with my family members terminal cancer with zero support. I have no one to talk to or lean on I am trying to be strong for my mom and my kids. I hate feeling like I am completely alone. 

I miss my best friend and miss being in a place of emotional comfort. I hope one day we will finally get bath hot water working so I can take one and shave my legs. That we will get window treatments on windows. I hate the zero privacy. Hope no one puts anything down our disposal again. My husband had to call plumber. 

Hope my husband can finally get all cabins up and running for revenue his contractor was supposed to be done by spring. I’d say he’s a little behind seeing as it’s July now. 

Our bedspread has some awful yellow stain that resembles pee. Kids room needs to be sorted out. Not sure my son is going to take care of his dog good enough. Might need to find the dog a nice home. 

Sitting on our patio has always been my favorite but no umbrella anymore we put cushions out yesterday but I was getting burned in minutes out there this morning. I wish we had put my daughters swing up or made it to beach or rented boat on Gull Lake. I am so happy that Heather came to see us yesterday. 

We also enjoyed a good night at the mobile station with live music and food I did not get to eat all my food but my daughter let me eat about half. 

Today she received a really sweet thoughtful gift from her cousin and it was the highlight of the day that never got off the ground. 

My son is really trying to help in all matters he’s a good boy I just want him to work hard on school take care of his dog and chores and not curse or talk back to us. 

Hoping my little one wakes up soon and that my headache subsides. I am so drained emotionally physically mentally. 

I want to go see my Aunt again soon I need to. 

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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