August 24,2017

Today has been hard I’ve been feeling extremely alone overwhelmed and depressed. I managed to take the kids out great then to some fun and then some pool time but I was totally crying on the inside. 

My husbands been gone for nine days for work and he is going to be home for four days but then gone again and I hate him. Ring gone. I wish his staff had things under control so he wouldn’t have to be gone non stop. 

I’m doing the best I can but it’s hard being 24/7 alone trying to keep kids happy and not have breaks. We were greatly disappointed with the pre school we picked out to send our daughter to. 

Now she’s home and missing time with other kids it seems even harder than before to keep her interested and happy. Her vocabulary is taking off and I do abc’s numbers colors and lots of reading with her. But she’s active and social and I want her to have kids to play with as well as a safe clean environment to learn in. 

I’m hoping my husband and I can find her a school we like and feel comfortable with by end of September. I’ve been trying to get out son set for sixth grade. I still need to order and start my brokers reading and tests so I can finally after nearly 20 years go from realtor to broker. I’ve missed Pure Barre haven’t been able to exercise at all. I am getting headaches and just not feeling well. 

I truly hope everyone reading this is having a great day and appreciate you reading. 🙏🏡🤗🌻

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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