September 5,2017

Had an incredible day yesterday with my son was so happy to use our Disney annual passes and have a good day together during the 3 day weekend. 

Today was not a good day but I have been concentrating on my son and helping him with his studying. Can’t believe he is taking Spanish already but so proud of him. 

I am missing my daughter so much it hurts a week is way too long. She is such a beautiful sweet loving girl and me and her brother miss her so much. They are my life. 

I am glad I got Brandon and I set up for two events where we can get some of our service hours. I still need to cover 6-7 more hours each for this trimester. I dropped four pounds from today’s stress and I’m guessing because I only had dinner and was sick all day. 

When bad days and bad times come your way at least you learn who you can count on and who is there for you. It’s greatly appreciated especially when you feel alone. 

Tomorrow is picture day as well as us needing to turn in his football money and form. I have to go by bank and I am glad we have until next week to turn in science camp sheet and money I was stressed about having the money to pay for that. 

We have been doing great being up by 6 and getting out of the house on time each day. I missed pure Barre but school voulenteer sign ups are more important and I always do my best to put kids first. 

I am happy for my little girl having pre school next week but I will miss her terribly each day this week apart while she was away with her dad at the lake. I missed her too much wish B and I could have gone. 

We have a busy week so much going on with Brandons school and getting involved. I love everyone at his school the parents are wonderful and so are his teachers and principal. I want to do my part and show I am doing all I can to help in my sons education and supporting their rules and the same core values and beliefs we share. 

Praying always helps me and I am happy to share prayer and the Bible with my children. I am glad that my Aunt is getting the medication she needs but it’s very expensive and she will need help from others donations to be able to continue to take this to help rid her of this awful cancer. I pray for her everyday and night. 

Dear friends of mine are dealing with cancer in their family as well and I pray for their loved ones as well. I hate cancer and I wish that we all had more time with the ones we love. 

Family most important to me and always has been. Making sure my kids feel loved supported and confident in themselves is very important with me. I want them to never be afraid of chasing their dreams. 

I want them to respect others have excellent manners and be kind and honest. Make people feel at ease and build people up not tear them down. I want them to recognize if someone is also not respecting them or being good to them and have them know when to say goodbye. 

I want them to love themselves enough to not let any friend family member or significant other chip away at their self esteem or hurt them in anyway. 

I would like to think I am strong and confident but my self esteem has been demolished over the years and I am not always as confident as I wish I was. I am working on it everyday. 

My head is still pounding hope Advil helps and I can get some sleep. Goodnight everyone thank you for reading prayers always appreciated and hope you all have a wonderful night and week. 🤗🏡🙏🌻😴

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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