Only got a few hours week woke up emotionally and physically depleted. I felt pretty tired and depressed. Went ahead and cNdelled my pure Barre classes.
I took my kids to school after getting them ready. My son didn’t have things done again this morning which really added to my down mood.
Savannah thankfully was in a Happy mood and happily went to play with her friends after holding on to me for a little bit.
I literately went home and climbed into bed I got out just before 10 am and knew I needed to change my day. I stripped bed started laundry. Vacuum and put on some Tony Robbins.
I got dinner prepped and put on in the crock pot. Decided to take a bath to relax and clean up. It was mildly relaxing my parents like to call me to vent and today was no different.
Thankfully my husband got on the road so he will be home tonight. I decided to make a light lunch since I didn’t eat breakfast and needed a little something before picking kids up. I set the oven temp laid out my baking sheet and went to grab some hot sauce the jar slipped broke all over the floor got all over glass everywhere ugh this has just been one of those days.
I got it all cleaned up although I know I will be nervous about stay Glass for awhile. I still am depleted and in need of love and peace. But just getting outside I can appreciate how lovely it is here in our desert.
I love to be outside. Today sucked but at least I have a family who loves me a house a car and food in the fridge. I know there are many less fortunate. I really get upset when people who have been handed things and catered to their whole lives who have no one to worry about but themselves and they just complain and whine and they don’t want to better their situation they just want to pull you and all others that are happy down.
I am hoping my family likes the dinner I’ve prepared. I am picking my son up now need to get him on all the chores he missed and then get his sister from school. I have so much I wish I got done today.
But when I am in a negative mood I don’t like to be around too many people it’s just not the person I like to be positive and happy. Maybe tonight I will have my husband get me set up on the Peloton and get a workout in before bed.
I’m hoping everyone is having a much better Monday than I am. But I got dressed blow dried my hair and that made me at least feel put together. I am hoping the toxic life suckers dissipate from our life this year.
I don’t know what to do about issues with my son I don’t like living in a reactive mode it’s very stressful. I also am hoping I can keep Savannah’s fits to a low amount I know she’s two I just get so overwhelmed when I have her fits and his pre teen attitude and issues.
I have been feeling so under appreciated and it’s miserable to feel like the people you I do everything for and show love all the time aren’t respectful or appreciative of it.
I am hoping I am out of this funk by tomorrow!
When my husband got home he suggested we go out to dinner even though I cooked I thought it would be nice to get out just the two of us and I could still feed the kiddos what I made.
We went to Kobe Steakhouse and my whole day turned around but I am still depleted but thank goodness for a meal with my husband. So nice to have him home and not be sleeping alone. 🙏🏡🌻🐶🤗