January 30,2018

Been home with my munchkin last two days trying to get her 100% better she’s got a runny nose and cough. I did make it to one Pure Barre class yesterday. Not my Pure Empower class.

Haven’t got a chance to do any Peloton classes since Friday. I haven’t been able to workout today at all. No groceries or dry cleaning picked up. Charly got groomed yesterday he’s all clean and cute again.

I haven’t got on the scale at all don’t want to see since I need to workout more. I made Cashew Chicken and steamed rice and vegetables last night for dinner .

Yesterday and Today Savannah has pancakes and fruit for breakfast. I had egg sandwich this morning but no workout had to cancel my pure Barre class.

Hate being stuck in the house only got to Starbucks took Savannah with me got her Apple juice and cake pop. Hoping I get to get errands done tomorrow and get to exercise.

Savannah misses her friends and teachers from school so hoping to send her tomorrow and get things done around here that have been neglected.

Brandon has The Edge at church tonight so I need to drop him and pick him up from that. My cousin had to fly out to Omaha this morning to be with her Father who is in the hospital and I am praying that things turn out ok.

I am bummed we won’t be going out for Valentines Day this year. We have kids watched for the two school Galas but not for just a night out for us. Have been wanting to get back to Sandals for another trip been almost two years since we went there it was truly one of the best trips ever!

Munchkin and I are watching Frozen. I have low energy today 😑 I want to get some more workout pants and sports Bras. I can’t find my 💯 club sticky socks.

I really want to get the iRobot mop the vacuum is seriously one of the best gifts I’ve ever received. I need to get laundry done today. I got all the dishes done and put away and will figure out dinner soon.

My skin is not the best right now I need to get a facial when it’s in the budget. I wish o was taking the Baking program at Cooking with Class all the 8 classes seem amazing I’d love to take it next year if the budget permits.

This summer is going to be time to get Savannah a big girl bed. Also get Brandon a Queen Size Bed for his room. Can’t believe he’s nearly 100 pounds and already 5’5 and Savannah is getting so big as well.

She keeps asking for a Disney trip so in the next couple of months I will plan to take her for a Disney day. I miss traveling I want to start traveling more once Savannah is fully potty trained . She’s been going on the potty everyday multiple times since last week. So hoping she will be fully potty trained soon!

Today I feel depressed I hate being cooped up and unable to get anything done or accomplished. Very unhappy now and my body aches my neck and head hurt and I just want to get out of this house.

Thankfully my cousin notified me that my uncle is off the ventilator but still on oxygen hoping he will be strong enough to breathe on his own soon and heal and return home.

I haven’t even got to take a bath or shower today😂 I have nothing to look forward to right now and it makes me depressed. I have major neck and shoulder pain and feel awful.

Wish I could be more upbeat. But just having one of those days. I cooked dinner not that anyone seems to care. Took my son to The Edge at church and raced home to take my daughter out of high chair clean her up give her a bath and get her in pjs before picking Brandon up. I put on the dishes before dropping him off.

I’m still hungry and he needs to eat when he gets home. I will need to get rest of dishes cleaned and put in washer for tomorrow. I laid out chicken for tomorrow’s meal. I am still ache and would love to take a bath or have 30 minutes completely to myself but it’s it gonna happen.

I wish I had somewhere to be for me one night a week. Just to have my Pure Barre classes back each day would be nice it’s unbearable being stuck at home and not able to get things done or have any time for myself.

Took my probiotic pill and 5THP supplement. My headache has gone away I heated up some of the dinner to eat before I go pick Brandon up. I hate bad days like this but I know I am truly blessed.

That’s what helps me push on and work on finding my joy and smiles again. Just the fact that God blessed me with such beautiful spunky loving kids and a loving handsome husband.

It’s easy to forget that your problems are blessings too some people aren’t as lucky as you to have a family husband or wife or kids to complain about they only wish they could have what we sometimes take for granted. Jobs, houses etc cars cause ya headaches and problems but others don’t have jobs and wish they did some don’t have homes and wish to have shelter etc.

Just getting my outside feels amazing. The beautiful full moon 🌕 I am already feeling happier and thankful. My little one is sick of being cooped up too. So hopefully tomorrow will work out to take her to school.

The ones I love most drive me crazy but tomorrow is not promised to any of us so I need to cherish them even when it’s hard. I need to concentrate on the fact that they only are the age they are for. Short time. I am done having babies so I want to savor every moment in both my kids lives and hold them close as long as I can.

Music 🎶 heals my soul just listening to music alone makes me feel a million times better it’s so therapeutic. My sons Edge goes later than I originally thought so I have some time to relax before he is all done.

I still need to sign him up for another hour and a half trying to do it at the horse rescue. Savannah is going to be so freaking happy when she goes to dance class this Saturday.

Hopefully tomorrow I will get to exercise and run all my errands. I’d love to have lunch or coffee with my friends one day this week.

My stomach still feels so fat and out of shape have some arm flab still and a little back fat but legs and arms are looking and feeling pretty good. I need more back and core strength.

I am thinking of my Uncle and wishing him a speedy recovery. My daughter has been hyper and full of energy but can’t shake this deep chest cough so she might be home with me again tomorrow.

I am trying to watch a couple taped shows before going to sleep. Goodnight 😴💤

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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