February 20, 2018

Well yesterday was incredibly windy and cold and other than going to Pure Barre and getting coffee and sending my dresses back.

I hung at home with the family watched movies relaxed made Chili and my husband made cornbread to go with it.

My daughters potty training going very well! Had my son keep studying as his grades are so important and have slipped.

Today I skipped my workout and got my daughter to school she was not happy when I left 😂 I went home and had coffee with my husband.

Then I picked up and dropped off dry cleaning got groceries. I got home put everything away and made hard boiled eggs.

Then I made some lunch and did the vacuuming and mopping and laundry and dishes. Bummed I didn’t work out.

My son got two high grade alerts and then I saw his gpa plummet again so that was frustrating and depressing. I picked Brandon up from school and talked with him and sent him to study and do chores.

I later picked up my daughter found out she had a rough day and I figured tonight we’d just have fun. Got her coloring and having a snack while I made dinner.

Then I got her on the potty again actually two times tonight successfully and bathed her. I got a chance to take a bubble bath shave wear a facial mask and relax.

Then I put my little one in bed with me watched a couple of her shows then mine until she fell asleep.

My son has been studying and showed me he still has some bumps on his chest on one side and I am worried not sure if it’s just sweat and puberty reaction it doesn’t itch or hurt him at all. I told him if it doesn’t start going away in next two days we need to see dermatologist.

I hope my husband is enjoying sometime with family and friends in San Diego! Tomorrow I will be getting the kids ready and off to school and then meeting up with my best friend before working out.

I am looking forward to seeing my bestie. Parenting has been stressful extra lately I don’t want to let myself down but mainly don’t want to let my kids down. Their hurts and failures and road blocks truly hurt me more than them. I’d do anything to make their lives happy and to give them all the opportunities in life to be successful.

I am so sad that it’s not in the cards for my husband and I to go away on our Anniversary to Sandals. When we went two years ago it was the best trip ever!

I’ve been filled with stress, anxiety and felt insecure in many ways lately. I just hope no matter my insecurities or bad days that my kids and husband always know how much I absolutely adore them.

How their happiness is my happiness as well a their sadness is mine. I am needing to relax more and get out of my head. I need to ease up on myself and just breathe.

Hope everyone had a wonderful day! Good Night 🌙💤😴😘🏡

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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