Well the past two days have been full and exhausting. Monday had its highs and lows I enjoyed a good evening workout I enjoyed time with my kids.

Today I was much more productive but was running around nonstop between drop offs pick ups sports, birthday party and all errands like dry cleaning getting car gases up getting groceries dropping items to post office.

Getting our plans in order for our upcoming vacation. Getting Voulenteering dates set and football schedule as well as daughters dance and friends upcoming Birthdays.

My birthday is gonna feel non existent this year we just have too much going on to really get the time to celebrate.

I didn’t workout today had severe back pain I’m bummed tomorrow I will only be at 239 classes and it’s not likely I will get in the remaining classes I need to make 250 club before my 39th Birthday.

Tonight we had a ton of fun with dear friends that I wish we saw a lot more often. But I was still rushed because of sports and weeknight during school year lots to do.

My sons school pictures are tomorrow. I’d really like to get my lips 👄 plumped for my birthday but probably not gonna happen.

What I’m hoping is that my husbands Birthday is one of his best ever and that he gets to spend time with those he loves so much.

He’s working so hard right now and we miss him a lot. I do need to figure out doing fit in 42 or having Jeff do it when we get back we have a one month unlimited pass I won at the Mother’s Day tea at Savannah’s school.

I do know that keeping our hearts open is always a good thing even though it can be draining. When you love your kids you want them to have the best which is love and relationships with everyone that loves them and not putting your opinions and feelings on them being the grown up being loving and mature.

It’s sad that so many people these days dictate how their spouse or kids should feel towards others. It’s sad o. So many levels sad that people allow someone to dictate them and not make their own decisions. Sad that the person who is doing the dictating is so obsessed with control and also having a hatred of someone that is essentially their day to day life.

I couldn’t imagine how horrible it would be to have grown up having a parent or parents who hated one another talked bad about one another and or tried to poison my mind into hating my other parent.

I don’t like people who play God with innocent peoples lives children are so pure and innocent and to take advantage of their love for you is truly something that is not Gods plan.

No one who truly is faithful would do such things they would be loving, truthful and have faith in God and their children and stay out of their relationships with their other family members.

I’ve been praying everyday for peace with the situation that has brought sadness and doubt. I’ve prayed for love amongst those whom have been estranged and for those who are no longer together and long since moved on to just enjoy happiness with their spouses and allow their families to coexist and love one another even though they do not love anymore.

I could literally picture everyone having a thanksgiving together and it being grand. I could pictures sharing all our children and grand children’s events.

I don’t know why that’s hard for another to see or just let happen. Is hate for my kids to be scared of telling me what they really feel or who they spend time with etc.

I will always hold out hope and pray for peace, love and harmony. I have a big heart that has enough love for everyone.

I hope everyone has had a great week thus far! I hope you all are happy and healthy. 🙏😘💤

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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