November 21, 2018

Today was a nice day! I didn’t sleep much last night but had my morning coffee with my little munchkin she got her penguin cake pop and my husband and I got our coffees.

I skipped my workout and started baking and I made two batches of mini pecan pies which turned out delicious.

Made some sugar cookies and got my mashed potato bake prepped to cook in oven tomorrow.

Kept my eating light and drank lots of water all day. Worried about a family member who is not doing too well praying 🙏

Watched movies with kiddos played with Savannah and got our pictures with Santa. Savannah was shy but parked up and chatted with him after pictures of course .

We took her to play in the play area and then headed home for the night. We went up one of my husbands favorite restaurants for dinner he had linguine and clams and absolutely loved it.

Savannah is so sweet at pray time and loves to pray children have the purest sweetest hearts. My children our definitely growing up so much each day.

I love it but I also miss all their younger stages and try to soak up each moment each hug and kiss all the laughs and memories each day.

I’ve been having chest pains on and off for months and know I need a checkup it’s been two years since my last annual checkup.

I am teaching my children to count their blessings and always be thankful for those who love us and treasure our true friends. Things are great and can bring much joy but don’t matter much and I am encouraging my kids to learn to soak up each moment.

Live to experience new adventures love to play laugh write draw be silly imaginative and positive dream big and dream plenty.

I want those who are sick yo get the help and care and healing they need. I pray each day that no one will go without shelter or food but also that no one walks through life without at least one or two people who love them and have their back.

Anxiety has been something that I deal with from time to time and I hate it I feel like I can’t breathe my heart races and I work over time to stay calm and not let it panic me. It thankfully usually is a night occurrence rarely in the day it does cause insomnia but at least I don’t bother my husband and kids with worry.

It’s typically just stress built up and emotions from sadness and worry. I’m learning to help and care for others is good but don’t allow them to put their stresses and worry on your shoulders.

When people say I feel like the life has been sucked out of me I believe it people can suck the life out of you so do your best not to let them.

Some people just will never be happy or satisfied and want everyone else to be as unhappy as them .

Some people are just cruel and hateful and it’s not our jobs to fix everyone else we take care of fixing us our children and show love and support for the other adults in our lives not walk on egg shells or coddle them.

When you live in fear of making someone upset or happy you sheiks them from reality they need to face.

Hopefully the family and friends in my life and yours will be straight up and honest even when it hurts because sometime we all need a reminder that it’s not all about us or our problems sickness bad day bad luck etc,

I can’t believe it is only three months away until our grand daughter is born. No matter how far away or even if we don’t get to see her she is a blessing a gift from God and I pray each day especially for my husband that he will be able to see her and be in her life. It’s exciting for our kids to be an Uncle and Aunt at only 12 and 3 years old but also great.

I became an Aunt for the first time at 15 and it was a life changing blessing in so many ways.

I will never lose hope as I believe in love and family and God and know that if I put my faith in him and just keep my heart open to those we love it will come to us.

If for some reason it doesn’t we know we did everything on our end we could and you can only do you and you can not determine how another will act or feel.

I hope each and everyone of you have a blessed Holiday and wonderful week! Thank you for reading 😘😊🙏🏡😴

Published by 40fitmom

My Name is Jennifer .I was born and raised in California.I am the proud mother of two incredible children Brandon and Savannah.I enjoy trying new things,Outdoor adventures,new recipes, and travel, just to name a few.I hope to encourage others to try new things! I strive to learn as much as possible. I am on a journey to be my best self. Working out more drinking half my body weight in water. Meditating and journaling to find inner peace. I am working on my self esteem and have lots of goals I’m working towards. I cherish my family and friends and never take a single moment for granted.

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