August 12, 2019

This past week I was able to finally finish reading ” Daisy Jones and the Six”. I got our Costco and Ralph’s groceries. I got rest of kids school supplies shoes and clothes.

I enjoyed time with kiddos by the pool and Savannah finished up her swim lessons on Thursday. No room in next session in time slot we needed.

So I’m working with her at home for now. Brandon’s doing a great job at football. I managed to make a chiropractor appointment I go in this week.

I also took some me time today and had lunch and a massage at the Miramonte spa. I still miss working out. Hoping to get back st it soon !

Brandon starts school on the 26th so trying to soak up our last days of summer together. Savannah starts on the 04th so I will have a little more time to hang with her.

Ready to see my hubby looking forward to our June Lake trip😊 Hope everyone has had a great Monday! I’m going to bed so sleepy 😴


August 06, 2019

I have been extremely stressed and even depressed past two days. I have nearly everything done for kids back to school.

But I still need to do Costco and grocery run and money is right. I also haven’t seen a doctor yet about my hip/ thigh issues and it’s been bothering me over two months it’s overwhelming being home just me and kids for so long and not being able to get to a doctor.

Also super frustrating that I completed all my brokers stuff and I do not have a test date mainly because I haven’t had an income from real estate since I had my daughter.

Now my real estate license is about to expire so more tests which is annoying since I should have taken brokers test by now. I mean I have had my license 21 years now sheesh.

I need to find a doctor as my main general practitioner. I haven’t been to the doctor since 2016 for a physical and they wouldn’t do a Pap smear or a mammogram.

I’m turning 40 next month and want a comprehensive physical as well as Pap smear and mammogram. My hip issue needs to get figured out as well it’s kept me from daily exercise which has affected my weight and I believe is also causing me to be depressed.

I also cannot sit Indian style or move my leg comfortably for my bikini waxes being intimate is extremely painful so that’s not worked as well which is quite frustrating.

My son being in a relationship at a young age is definitely stirring up a lot of emotions for me. I’m happy for him but also not wanting him to get hurt or make bad choices. Making me remember highs and lows of young love. Also I see so many changes in him and I do not want to be cast aside this early it’s one thing when your child is out of the house and seriously dating or married.

This is stressful to me and I’m trying to just relax and go with it and trust my sons choices and in his love for his family. My poor sweet girl has eczema again and it’s miserable trying to get it under control.

I was able to get my sons school schedule and all his school supplies. Got Savannah’s school supplies as well as backpacks for kids shoes for Brandon and lunch box for Savannah.

My car is running on empty light cans on tonight after football practice need to fill up in the morning. I have not been doing enough self care. Working out is something I love and I miss it so much.

My self esteem has really taken a hit this summer I think just my 40th Birthday looming. Not getting much time with my husband. Losing my workouts have really messed with me.

I miss my bestie we haven’t seen a ton of each other this summer life has been so vita for both of us. I need to get some sleep 😴 I hope everyone is having a less stressful week πŸ™πŸ‘πŸ€—

August 04, 2019

Well this past week Savannah started back at swim lessons and has been moved up again. Brandon has football practice every night he’s happy to be back at it.

I got a facial done on Wednesday felt good hydro facial and derma plane combination makes my skin feel silky smooth.

Thursday I had a crazy day but got all Brandon’s school uniforms a mani pedi. Had so much at the dry cleaners since I saved up items for like three months before dropping off ugh.

Saw Sheri on Thursday for lunch and Sara on Friday for coffee. Took Brandon to orthodontist appointment on Thursday.

My left hip and thigh still in pain been over two months now. I need to go to the doctors. I’ve been having spasms and pain. Not been able to workout. Limited mobility of my left side.

Savannah went to dance on Saturday. I need to get Brandon’s school schedule and go to Costco and make doctors appointments.

We got to see our friends Tara and Sierra today which was nice. I enjoyed time with kiddos last two days at home. I’ve been constipated for this past week not sure why fiber isn’t helping.

I want to make a colonic appointment this week as well. Brandon’s his girlfriend is back in town so I will make sure he gets to see her this week. Woke up a couple hours ago and can’t get back to sleep.

Time to try to get back to sleep hope everyone is sleeping well! Have a great week! πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ‘