March 29, 2021

March 06, 2020

Our desert home is still on the market. I had to drive there to pull Brandon out of school because his football team was starting conditioning. It’s very stressful to not have that house sold and have to yank my kid out of school knowing the homes we liked up here in our price range have all sold one sold the second night we pulled him out of school the kids really loved that house so I felt so sad foe my son as I don’t know what we will end up in. 90% off my things are in boxes in our conference room and in back of trailer still. It’s so hard not being able to get me and the kids settled. I wouldn’t be worried if we were going to eat least have all the money from our house selling but other than money owed to bank we will only have half. When we got back in town I was told the restaurant across the street burned down it’s literally now just one place here to get take out now since too cold for outdoor dining. I’m glad I was able to take Brandon out to eat a few times while in desert. But unfortunately with short notice of our trip I couldn’t get in to get a facial a massage or anything. We spent all day out of our home to let people come see it but we got to sleep in our beds and at least have nice bath before bed etc. the house is nice but one neighbor in particular has old furniture in their roof and parts and old cars out on street and filling driveway another has old mattresses out etc really doesn’t help someone want to live on our street. I pray every day and night that we can actually have a house to move into here soon and that won’t be smaller and not as nice as the one we are selling. I want my kids to be settled in and happy. My daughter enjoyed snow boarding I’d like to get her up snow boarding each week. Brandon it would be nice to see him be able to go up skiing as well he’s been working so hard and he has had things really turned upside down for him. There is a house we all love but it’s out of our price range nothing fancy it’s all original 90s basic white counters black appliances nothing high end. But it’s got enough space that we don’t have to give up any of our furniture and it’s in a great neighborhood and it just has good bones wonderful layout I could picture us growing old there and it being our forever home. Only other home that’s on market that my husband would consider the rooms are tiny compared to out home now and all on same floor and no privacy no private bathrooms . Kitchen is tiny no way to increase size of it no room for our peloton and weight bench etc and I don’t see room for play-set for our daughter. We promised her when leaving our home since hers was left behind. We decided to move here to all be together hopefully in an actual house and not stuck in this limbo with our whole life packed away in boxes forever. I almost forgot I thankfully got to spend the day with my bestie Monday which was fantastic. I miss her everyday I have to trust God has a plan for us and that we will be a home we will love. Hope everyone is doing well! 🙏😊❄️🤗😂🏠